dreams
the past two nights i've had the most realistic and involved dreams.
two nights ago i dreamed about Josh Primm. oh, Josh, how i love thee. that man will forever embody "beautiful man" to me...as i'm certain he does with a whole wealth of women. though, i love his so, i don't dream about him very often. i, honestly, don't think about him very often unless the topic of beautiful men comes up --or i'm with Sarah-phim--so it was a little odd to have an entire dream wrapped around him...and with no sex. what's that about? we were all "in love" in a "relationship." what a waste of a dream. that's great. i spend an entire night feeling emotionally connected to a man i haven't seen in a solid decade. damn. man, look, that's what the realm of dreams is for. if i can't have hot, kinky, NC-17 sex with him there --since i have no idea where he is in waking life-- where can i?
the dream last night was way less hot...seeing as how it starred my brother. Atief and i are in an auditorium and we're taking a test. the fucked up thing is that test was, apparently, important to me-- since i was stressing the fuck out-- but the question was to name 14 Ja Rule songs and i only came up with 2. what sucked is that everyone around me was getting up and leaving and milling about, and i still couldn't get past "Put It On Me." so, 'Tief's there and he's getting in some fight with a bunch of people and this girl. so, the girl calls to me to back my brother off. i get up there and get right in her face. i'm all up in her grill asking her what she thought was going to happen. did she think i wasn't going to have his back? she and her crew leave and i'm left trying to come up with some damn Ja Rule/ Ashanti duet. what makes that dream so strange is that neither Atief nor i are fighters. i may be more willing to fight than he is, and i'm certain we've both had a couple, but we're not the all-up-in-your-face type. and a test about Ja Rule songs? man, i should've been embarrassed if i could come up with 14. i would've passed that test, but i would've failed the cool test.
two nights ago i dreamed about Josh Primm. oh, Josh, how i love thee. that man will forever embody "beautiful man" to me...as i'm certain he does with a whole wealth of women. though, i love his so, i don't dream about him very often. i, honestly, don't think about him very often unless the topic of beautiful men comes up --or i'm with Sarah-phim--so it was a little odd to have an entire dream wrapped around him...and with no sex. what's that about? we were all "in love" in a "relationship." what a waste of a dream. that's great. i spend an entire night feeling emotionally connected to a man i haven't seen in a solid decade. damn. man, look, that's what the realm of dreams is for. if i can't have hot, kinky, NC-17 sex with him there --since i have no idea where he is in waking life-- where can i?
the dream last night was way less hot...seeing as how it starred my brother. Atief and i are in an auditorium and we're taking a test. the fucked up thing is that test was, apparently, important to me-- since i was stressing the fuck out-- but the question was to name 14 Ja Rule songs and i only came up with 2. what sucked is that everyone around me was getting up and leaving and milling about, and i still couldn't get past "Put It On Me." so, 'Tief's there and he's getting in some fight with a bunch of people and this girl. so, the girl calls to me to back my brother off. i get up there and get right in her face. i'm all up in her grill asking her what she thought was going to happen. did she think i wasn't going to have his back? she and her crew leave and i'm left trying to come up with some damn Ja Rule/ Ashanti duet. what makes that dream so strange is that neither Atief nor i are fighters. i may be more willing to fight than he is, and i'm certain we've both had a couple, but we're not the all-up-in-your-face type. and a test about Ja Rule songs? man, i should've been embarrassed if i could come up with 14. i would've passed that test, but i would've failed the cool test.
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