"My soul was weary/ but now it's replenished/
Content because that part/ of my life is finished"

i just broke my own heart tonight. it was necessary. honestly, it was partially because i had such a good night, that i found it necessary to expunge anything that didn't give me equal or greater joy. it definitely pained me to do, but, hopefully, everything will work itself out. i felt sad sending it, but i feel lighter. i feel easier. i feel optimistic. i feel a big, still quite drunk, smile coming on.