Recognize I'm A Fool And You Love Me

Friday, March 31, 2006

adorable

i've been in a really good mood the last two days. granted, today was my first day off since i got back from Nepal, so i've gotten loads of sleep and rested a lot. i've been in a super good mood since yesterday. it's not even just about being happy, it's about feeling really good about myself. i'm ridiculously self-conscious. i'm seriously riddled with insecurities, but dammit, i'm cute. so, there's that. oh, and i have...other attributes going for me.

anyway, i'm going out next week and i wanted to look really nice for it, so i went shopping. i figure, if he's going to be dropping that much money on me, the least i can do is look nice; give him some eye candy. i'll probably wear something fairly revealing... that should take the sting out of the bill. i found a combination of "jack" and "shit" at the store. everything looked like i was going to an Easter garden party. the one top i found i think may have exceeded the legal limit for cleavage within a 20 block radius. it was just...wow. not that it's necessarily a bad thing, but it was a bit much.

so, i didn't come away with any clothes for the night, but i did get some really cute unmentionables. in fact, i'm walking around my apt. wearing nothing but my new garter and...i don't know what you even call these things. a bustier, maybe. it certainly achieves its name. anyway, it laces up the back and is red and black with lace trim. it's adorable. i feel like such a vixen. oh, man, i just put on some heels, too.

if only i was bold enough to actually wear this...oh, and had someone to wear it for. i see a lot of prancing around my apt. in these in the near future. now all i have to do is get those knee high things that clip into the dangly straps on the garter. would they be the garter belts? i guess so.

well, i guess it's a good thing i decided to be a nicer, gentler me, because now i have to go out and find a boyfriend. this outfit and i am so wasted sitting in front of my computer writing a blog on Friday night. now, the only trick is to find a guy that's worth this.

hot damn this is fly.

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