worth it

it doesn't really matter what you've been through in the long run... the hurtful words... the cold shoulders...the icy glares. all of the adversity and emotional torture only makes you both stronger. if you survive, you are stronger than before. you know each other so completely...the amazing parts and the bullshit alike...and, if you're lucky, with full knowledge, you'll invite the other to stay.

my world has burst open and i'm standing on the edge with an all access pass in hand with full confidence. knowing where we've been, i know, without hesitation, that with him no harm will come to me. i know that i'm important to him. it comes down to making a decision and i have.

i love him more than he's hurt me.